Peace in Disorderly Chaos

Artwork 18 full view

(1991. 89.5x118)

This painting is my record, conceived by imagining peace within chaos. The flow of lines and colors, seemingly complex, appears to lose direction, yet a unique rhythm and vitality exist within it. This is not an orderly structure. The core of this work is an unconscious composition that responds to and continues according to sensation.

We seek order and gain stability, but sometimes that order oppresses us. Conversely, within chaos, we can paradoxically be freer. This painting is my stage for experimenting with that possibility of freedom. Although painted without rules, a unique order was created within it, and within that, I felt a paradoxical peace.

The more complex my heart becomes, the more I paint this kind of picture. I surrender everything, allowing the brush to go where it will, the lines to flow as they may, and my heart to speak as it desires. And at the end of that fierce process, I encounter a quiet peace within.